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Still, i am not in the mood of posting some pictures in my room but i do want them to be seen, i just dont have the time and the guts to come out of this house and do crazy things, lotta things. Its hot in here and i cant take of my clothes because i had a visitor, more will come this week and i wish he would come with them this end of the week. Im a weakling, me and this friend is close enough to notice each other, but sometimes she annoys me, and that made me mad, but i love her as a friend, i am not a lesbian, i just dont want someone right now and this time, it’s too impossible for me to do that.

What is EcoQuest Intl? i think it would be best if you just read it.

I wont sacrifice except for my OHANAS. I miss them and my conscience is killing me i could hardly look them straight in the eyes. Being lonely is never in the happy list. some say you can do whatever you want, yes i did, but it would never be the same if your heart is missing something even when you’re in the middle of making out. Still not satisfying, this enigma i wish to be completed.

I really am not in the mood of posting things here right now but iam in fact very irritated that i wanted to shout and scream at him. I mean i never liked him and why is he like that?! FUCK! i never liked him that;s all. I like somebody else and why cant he accept that? what a loser! I never dreamed of earning a boyfriend and i never loved commitments! LOVED them, hell NO! I always think and only think that it is for fun and that i am alone i need someone to be with especially in my case i need someone to help me. Not to love me, just to take care of me. I am an irresponsible person.

Do you think Dennis Carey is an irresponsible person? I dont think he is but he has lots of opportunities to you guys out there. He can or might help you if you badly needed him. Right now, my doors closed and i think would be for a long time, might reach the word forever i hope not, i want to have my own family when the right time comes.

Stupid eon card. HAHAHAHA

kumain kami ni libed sa pizza hut kahapon. My treat.

Blaah. Ayun.. taenaa! wahaha! Nag-error daw ung card ko so i paid cash! AMP!

Tapos sobraaaaaaang tagal dumating ng change namin as in! more than 30mins! Nakakairita at nagpaparinig na kami that we’re late at school! Damnit!

I forgot where i put my mom’s ID! Rawr! But i know it is just here somewhere. I need it to take a duplicate of my mom’s diploma, I once have gone to the school’s customer service asking for the diploma and i also gave them mom’s authorization letter, then they said they needed her ID bla bla, 1 x 1 picture and so on. Curse them all. My mom is a graduate in Mapua, Industrial Engineering. ^__^

I tend to buy bacardi 151, but lola dislike it so i just bought bacardi oro for only 450php, yay! And i also bought pineapple juice, mix mix, baby’! And the hell i was so dumb that litro pack pineapple juice tasted better than the pure ones, but the pure pine apple is a lot safer and good in the body, lol

Not in our liver ever, i think my liver wont last that long, im still pissed at my brothers for pointing me on things i didnt do, and they didnt have a clue what im doing. F*Ck!

Oh my, im so loving this drink! Its friggin cool and sa delisyoso! No wonder we do drinking quite a lot, and you wont know when we’ll start drinking again, yesterday was a blast, i mean after drinking 2 tequilla sunrises, we hit two matadors! Oh my..

That’s it. so i sang again, its called the song of losing pain in the head. I felt like i was shot in the head, im over reacting again, cant find the right words for these so i guess i better start reading pet sematary again! ciao

well as far as i know, or i may start this with, im still wondering if my classmate is a straight guy or a gay guy. you see, my classmate told me that okay, first, my straight classmate’s codename, is A and the other maybe gay or straight guy is B. here it goes, my friend said that B hugged him in the hallway, WTF!

HAHA. i told him its normal for guys to do that but then B, repeated it over and over again with his head on A’s shoulder, what do you think of B? is that normal for guys? AHAHAH

Bla bla.. Tama tupada, cant get it off my mind. I like the taiwanese dude! YAHAHA! And also the japanese guy, i also like the girl so white she looked like a white lady, i mean a fairy haha!

And damn i got a flu now. Hate it!!!! Yesterday was so hot and the next thing i know i noticed that something is out to be fallen out my nose, waha! Oh nose. OKay, this is so not a good day and i could hardly breath. I want to eat eat eat! LOTS!

I just finished watching the movie Click. Rar. Yeah i cant wait to see what’s coming in the future so i might as well do the same the guy did in the movie and then regret it after forwarding my special moments with my family. Hate it that time. The guy is so pathetic and at the same time annoying, how can he turn down his own father and shout in front of his father’s face! I was hysterical when i saw the woman in that movie too, i mean the movie click where she had a botox and i thought that they all look like plastic to me, Its like not being you but just adding the plastic gloss to your body. And you think that everyone sees you as a goddess but you got it all wrong. So well.. If we all are like that then i think we all have to be made of plastics right?